Never in my life have I been so needy. I’ve always been the one to be present and collected during crisis and catastrophe. This cold and empty loneliness is truly the darkest I’ve ever felt.
I keep thinking if I chase her down she’ll fill the void I’ve opened up.
Then I remember that I’M the one who sent her packing. I’M the one who needed the change. I’M the one who asked for this.
This chrysalis is driving me deeper into places I never knew existed. The worst place on earth right now is inside my head and soul.